Itchy and swollen.

I haven't thought of my Arts & Craft session yet. Sigh. I'm so screwed? I guess we'll do christmas trees and all. But if only they could do more ambitious stuff, like real collages and inspiration boards for their future. I know, it might be too difficult for them to understand. It has to be something appealing for them to want to do it, 'cos I remember myself not really participating in Arts & Craft lessons as I felt they were too childish for me. Haha.

Eh the picture totally looks like I'm really talking to you about it (to those people who know me well enough, haha), and I'm like "Oh my, I'm so screwed and I'm still smiling,". HAHAHA.

Wish me luck, I hope I won't be late!

xoxo

P.S. GO WATCH AN EDUCATION. It's only shown in Vivocity, so go catch it now! It's really good. And I watched New Moon. Hahaha. Yeah. It was better than the first movie, in terms of planning and the scenes chosen from the book. Ooh, and the Volturi were ultra cool.

Today you called, caught me by surprise.

1. I got a job at a childcare centre as an assistant teacher, and we went to the escape theme park yesterday. I gotta plan an arts&crafts session for Monday. We'll be going to the zoo the coming Tuesday. I think I might just love this job.

2. Momz just left for Taiwan 3 hours ago. She'll be gone for a week. Freedom. Haha, actually I would love to go too, but she's going to complete her masters. Therefore, boring.

3. In life,

a) Don't disappoint yourself.

b) Don't put all your eggs in one basket (in terms of emotions)

c) Love is a strong word.

4. Be strong. Be a man. Independence. A girl doesn't determine your life. And please, I beg you, be more optimistic can.

There's definitely much more to life.

Goal-oriented and jobless.

We need to go out manz. These pictures were taken during O levels, when I should've been studying. Sigh, good times.

I left my camera charger at Nat's place, so pictures will be up on Thursday, when we meet again.

1. Run to KAP

2. Rockband!

3. Get a job dammit. The internship isn't possible :(

4. Pictures.

5. What else?

OH AND BTW. I FREAKING SANG AT THE SANTUARY @ WISMA. DID ANYONE SEE ME?! OH MY GOD, WHAT A FUN NIGHT. AND NO, I WASN'T DRUNK OKAY. I got pictures :)

And it had always been my dream to sing there, even if I don't get paid. And thanks to Glen, I did. I guess I can die on peace now. Eh wait, that's just one tick off the list! By the way, you know the bar you always walk by whenever you pass by Wisma? The open air, cosy nice bar? Yeah, that's the one.

When I'm 18 or 21, whatever their age requirement, I'm going to get a job there. It's my one-of-the-things-to-do-before-I-die kinda stuff. Haha.

credits: picturesqueloops

Why must it always rain! Sigh. Seriouslyyyyy.

Yeah right.

fam⋅i⋅ly

 [fam-uh-lee, fam-lee]

–noun

1.	parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not.

2.	the children of one person or one couple collectively: We want a large family.

3.	the spouse and children of one person: We're taking the family on vacation next week.

4.	any group of persons closely related by blood, as parents, children, uncles, aunts, and cousins: to marry into a socially prominent family.

5.	all those persons considered as descendants of a common progenitor.

It's just relation by blood. WTH.

I can't stand it.

I hate it when people accuse me of doing something I didn't do or didn't mean. Because people assume I'm bad. A bad person. Dammit. Period.

Can you just shut up about it already! I seriously didn't do anything dammit! Are you that petty that even breathing the same air as you can offend you?! WTH MAN. What are friends and family for.

I swear when I get my next dog, I'll get a husky.

We All Roll Along, The Maine.

I remember every night we spent on weekends.

With good friends.

We did nothin' but it seems like we did so much.

Back then.

Oh back then we would kick it, laughin', all relaxing'

And taking things for granted.

We did anything for just that little rush.

Just don't forget this.

We won't regret this.

We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it. Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it. And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long. So tonight's the night we all roll along.

Oh back to our first cigarette.

You know we can't forget all the faces that we've met.

Eighty One (Eighty One)

Twenty Three (Twenty Three)

Means everything to me.

Take me back to the parking lots.

The sleep we fought.

And all the places we got caught.

This place will always be part of me.

Yeah you're all a part of me.

Just don't forget this.

We won't regret this.

We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.

Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it

And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.

So tonight's the night we all roll along.

I remember every day that I spent dreaming.

Of leaving.

This place behind I would run away from thinkin'

Adding up all the days spent wasted.

Chasing the girls we hated.

Some things, they, they never change.

Take me back to the sleepless nights.

The stupid fights.

It never mattered who was wrong or who was right.

You're all a part of me.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.

Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it

And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.

So tonight's the night we all roll along.

This feels like a graduation song for my class. Feels like.

Look at what I found.

1. OMG I FOUND A PICTURE WITH XIAOZHABO.

2. MS. G LOOKS BAD HERE HAHA.

Picture credits to Ms. G.

Wow. I'm surprised.

AND THE BUSY BEES ARE BACK ON FRIDAY EVENING. Liek finalie kanz.

H.P.N.L.

Hey Nat, even though it was pretty awkward at first, I think I managed to find my place with people I can relate to.

&Happy Birthday N.L.

EH OMG I NEED TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING IT'S DAMN OMG. SRSLY. I SWEAR.

Prom.

I've only got 4 pathetic pictures because I was smart enough to not charge my camera. Seriously, I thought I charged it! And I've been "stealing" other people's camera 'cos I know they'll upload it on Facebook, hahahaha.

Well, there isn't much to rant about prom as I went at 9pm and most of the fun was over. When I arrived, the first person that impressed me the most was Regine Lim. She's the best friend I can ever have, and she looked AMAZING! Seriously! I almost cried when I saw her, but if I did my make-up will run like Jordan Choo (AND I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T MANAGE TO TAKE A PIC WITH HER OMG I'M DAMN SAD K). And my 3 girls looked really fantastic and pretty, in dresses! Well, except for S 'cos she's too cool :) I love to see all the girls in our school dress and doll up and look really pretty. It makes me overly high and excited and happy. Haha, I'm no lesbian, but it is really fun. And I'd say the guys looked... Handsome. Haha, yes handsome! I can't say hot. But they all looked like Prince Charmings yea?

And I'm quite glad I wore sneakers for prom. YEA I WORE SNEAKERS WITH BLING :D Super happy I didn't look out of place. But everyone was so tall! But I promised myself if I couldn't find wedges then I'll wear sneakers. Comfort first please.

Oh but my dress -.- OH GOD. I kept having to go to the ladies to see if my bareback-stick-on bra was showing. Apparently I have the meat in all the wrong places so it was loose at some parts and fitting in some parts. Oh well, prom is over. If I flashed, I flashed. I'll never see most if them anytime soon anyway, haha. And I also missed all the videos!? Again 'cos of my stupid dress and the toilet (Btw I was quite surprised not many wore togas). Oh and I didn't eat, so no food review. Nobody wanted to accompany me to get food 'cos they've all eaten. I heard the salmon was good though.

Oh oh! And Nabilah and I are seriously like sisters can! She also wore a low back dress and we had the same nails! Like with glitter at the top, but mine was orange and hers was pink! Thinking about it makes me damn excited again.

I was too exhausted to stay out and watch movie with they guys, like hello? From Tampines to town.

But all in all, I'd say I had a fun night, even though it's half a night, and that it was abit WEIRD. WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD. But oh well, won't see any of them anytime soon, so who cares? To new beginnings!

Bye Bukit Viewzxzxzxzxzz!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT LEE. CHEER UP. WE ARE DONNAS. EXPAND OUR HORIZONS. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Dead.

Why is everyone uncontactable? It sucks when your friends don't pick up their phones. Especially when you need they're help, desperately. It's like they're all dead sometimes :(